Belinda sat back in her chair, closed her eyes, and waited for the scar to blossom upon her cheek.

Sorry that I didn't reply to everyone, but know that your comments mean the world to me. Thank you all. ::hugs::

His funeral is tomorrow and my parents and I are driving up and staying in Bowling Green tonight, so I'll be offline until some point Saturday evening/Sunday morning.

A few pictures. Because I can't stop looking at the ones that were posted on the RPF and on Kimmy's journal:


At the Cincinnati Zoo. He named that goat Kharn because it was trying to bully all of the rest of the goats. Then he made friends with it.



Kelly's Island. His parents took us up there because I wanted to see the glacial grooves. He wouldn't smile for this picture until we all teased him into laughter.

Jordan Selvage April 28th, 1977 - May 17th 2005

Jordan passed away on Tuesday.

His father called me Tuesday evening to let me know that there had been an accident. A girl ran a red light and his car was pushed into a utility pole.

When we were on the phone on Monday, Jordan was so excited about everything... Episode III, Serenity, Harry Potter, the fact that he had started to organize his apartment.

We were supposed to see Ep. III together next week. He was supposed to help me make my biker scout armor this summer. He was supposed to have the long and happy life that he deserved. Jordan was one of the best people I've ever met. Always loving, and caring. Loathe to say anything bad about anyone. He always knew what to say to make someone laugh and his smile was infectious, because you knew that when he was smiling at you that there were wonderful things in the world and everything was going to be okay.

I miss him so much. I don't know how to be normal when I need him so much that every breath hurts. He was always the one I could call when I was upset or needed to talk and now that he's not there I'm just lost.

Rest in peace, sweetie. I love you.